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v12 (album)

by Guy Grogan

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1.
Here I Am 03:55
These years aren't forever these years will close up Constant changing all is fading there's no waiting here I am All those things I never all those thoughts I dragged now that I'm not younger now that's all I have Constant changing all is fading there's no waiting here I am Time's been eating at me time is on my face eyes are full of knowing eyes are fraught with grace Constant changing all is fading there's no waiting here I am
2.
This is the time we're not waiting for the only ride of our lives so come and stay with me this house is a fire This is the time we're not waiting for we've only got so much light so come and sleep with me this night is a wire This is the time we're not waiting for This is the time we're not waiting for the only way to the stars so come and fly with me the sky is a briar This is the time we're not waiting for
3.
Shoulda known this but didn't notice all that I'd thrown away went to nowhere you wouldn't be there anymore you couldn't stay Take back all my take back all my heartbreak that's stuck inside take back all my Keeping feelings and believing in the spaces I saved looking for new but want the old you like it was can't be today Take back all my take back all my heartbreak that's stuck inside take back all my Don't tell me, don't tell me no don't tell me, don't tell me go Take back all my take back all my heartbreak that's stuck inside take back all my
4.
I'll tell you how really feel one last time and I promise not to get too real if it makes you die inside Cos all I want is you all I want is you Yeah I know it's been a while since you walked away from me but I would run a thousand miles to where you stay now Cos all I want is you all I want is you Not sure where we go from here I'll leave that up to you but you only have my love to hear is that so wrong Cos all I want is you all I want is you
5.
Real Enough 05:02
I'm getting kind of tired I'm getting kind of bored I've been here many times I'll be here many more Even if you stay til the morning I don't know if this will be real enough for us to begin being something I wish I could tell you for sure Here's what you're never finding here's what you're searching out Even if you stay til the morning I don't know if this will be real enough for us to begin being something I wish I could tell you for sure Don't tell me it's all my own doing cos I already now what kind of contradiction I seem to be Even if you stay til the morning I don't know if this will be real enough for us to begin being something I wish I could tell you for sure
6.
I looked in all the wrong places to find right love I kept going below for what was above as far as I can tell the beauty of what was between us doesn't happen more than once because More than a miracle you were more than a miracle now everything after you can't compare more than a miracle I can't but help and wonder or try to divine what would have happened if I hadn't been so blind it was so ordinary I didn't realize it was the face of magic in a thin disguise More than a miracle you were more than a miracle now everything after you can't compare more than a miracle It must be easy now for you to not think twice about the time we overdosed on paradise More than a miracle you were more than a miracle now everything after you can't compare more than a miracle
7.
Some Things 04:54
Now and then is more than I want to turn again back to what's passed it's been a while and now that I'm older I feel the miles more since you've been gone Doesn't seem to matter how much more of me dies Some things you just don't get over some things you can't leave behind some things you just don't get over some things will outlive your mind Doesn't seem to matter how much more of me dies Some things you just don't get over some things you can't leave behind some things you just don't get over some things will outlive your mind I never don't think about it I never don't think about it when I'm alone if there's a way I can't find it if there's a way I can't find it on my own Doesn't seem to matter how much more of me dies Some things you just don't get over some things you can't leave behind some things you just don't get over some things will outlive your mind
8.
Never enough, always too much of one thing or another if I give up I'd be as stuck in this place or some other cage I can't seem to shake this from my mind even in my sleep yeah I know I've been going blind that much I can see I guess I'm asking for a little time a little more relief from this feeling that I will have died before I reach the sea These days ghost by they don't care if they never give you what you need the sun glows down the world spins round not fast enough to be set free I can't seem to shake this from my mind even in my sleep yeah I know I've been going blind that much I can see I guess I'm asking for a little time a little more relief from this feeling that I will have died before I reach the sea
9.
Feelings have lately filled my eyes when I look around nothing much saintly in the skies when you're underground Sometimes it takes a little while I don't know why sometimes it takes a little while Or just another day, way, say, yeah Thinking is too long for my mind when my heart allows needings will get stronger with time at least for right now Sometimes it takes a little while I don't know why sometimes it takes a little while Or just another day, way, say, yeah
10.
Call It Even 05:14
It's not too late to call it even when we're lying on the floor with all the things that we just couldn't say making their way to the door, to the door It's ok I've waited for you I gave you time, it's all I've got and now that you've come around to my side of leaving I've decided I will not, I will not You were all that I ever needed you were the best of what went wrong I braved time for what I'm feeling I braved the light with what it shone Was this where we set the time bombs or was it underneath the stairs I can't quite tell anymore from where we've been standing on the promise of new air, of new air

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"Here I Am" and "Take Back My Heartbreak" win Best Indie and
Best Modern Rock song at the 2019 New Mexico Music Awards!

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released December 31, 2018

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Guy Grogan Santa Fe, New Mexico

Guy Grogan is a critically acclaimed, award-winning songwriter and multi-instrumentalist based in Santa Fe, NM. He creates singular material that ranges from meditative ballads to anthemic indie rock--all with a distinct, poetic pop sensibility. Lyrically, he explores the heart space between loss and wisdom, the passage of time, and the perils of hope and love. ... more

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