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Purgatorial Hearts (album)

by Guy Grogan

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1.
I want to know where you're hiding outside my sky you've been flying I think you'll find a change in me now I'm the one I couldn't be you go your way in your new world as you recede from my wrong turns I think you'll find a change in me now I'm the one I couldn't be we could've been so much more in the end I think you'll find a change in me now I'm the one I couldn't be
2.
I was out hunting for you fully aware of none of the implications in your debonair ways in the conversation you pretended to care in all of things I mentioned in all that I shared I'll tell you my name again you won't forget, you swear? for all of the game I'm bringing I thought you'd play fair I guess it made no difference when I laid it bare you'll be where I am one day and I'll be gone from there between the two of us I thought we'd take the dare the promises on the bridge held up by our stares I guess I misread your light in the dimming affair I thought I'd found something right you were sending up flares I'll tell you my name again you won't forget, you swear? for all of the game I'm bringing I thought you'd play fair I guess it made no difference when I laid it bare you'll be where I am one day and I'll be gone from there
3.
so far away not here and now today trying to make sense of a love astray don't want to pray to make things go our way don't want to say a word that could persuade If you just stay that beautiful away won't have to make the same perfect mistake if you just stay that beautiful away won't have to take the chance of more heartbreak I thought I knew better than to fall into something unreal that I'm trying not to feel but all the same if I had one dream come true I'd dream to be with you
4.
Our Time 05:26
everybody's talking everybody's got it figured out I'll just go on walking I'll just going walking upside down everybody's moving everybody's humming right along I'll just keep on doing I'll just keep on doing what's gone wrong I don't know what to believe in any more I don't know what to mistake as real for sure but as life goes by and the seasons close their doors all I know to be true is our time is so short everybody's hawking everybody's showing off their wares I'll just go on balking I'll just go on balking at the stairs I don't know what to believe in any more I don't know what to mistake as real for sure but as life goes by and the seasons close their doors all I know to be true is our time is so short
5.
Because You 03:46
you are a form of pain in me along with all that had to be everything I just couldn't free everything you just couldn't see because you because you because you wouldn't let yourself you starred in your soliloquy but you can't tell me what it means maybe cos you aren't what you seem maybe cos you're afraid to dream because you because you because you wouldn't let yourself have me so when you're finally let down it won't be on me this time round because you because you because you wouldn't let yourself
6.
Earthquaker 05:49
you were the one the real heartbreaker now that it's done the real earthquaker and for so long you thought it would be me that would do us in but I'm the one that can't let you go even though I know you told me so many times I need to let you go just know I'm trying to let you go so go the days vacant as bones looking for graves the grave of our love's home and for so long you thought it would be me that would do us in but I'm the one that can't let you go even though I know you told me so many times I need to let you go but I'm the one who still can't let you go but I'm the one that can't let you go even though I know you told me so many times I need to let you go but still I'm the one who can't let you go let you go
7.
If We Only 04:09
it comes and goes by so fast so fast then we're through being something you might live live more than you do if we only had the time we would see all these things through maybe somewhere down the line if we don't find something new if we only had the time just because you know what you want won't make it true and if it does it won't look much like what you knew if we only had the time we would see all these things through maybe somewhere down the line if we don't find something new if we only had the time I know there's nothing to be done or I can try to stop the ride from spinning round all of our lives if we only had the time we would see all these things through maybe somewhere down the line if we don't find something new it's become a state of mind wishing wells, vanishing views if we only had the time
8.
Holding Out 04:53
if I learn to live without if I learn to live without you near me who will I have to cure my doubt who will I have to get me on my feet again what will I do if you're not mine what will I do with all my empty evenings I hate this feeling in my mind I hate this feeling of my heart beating again as you forget what I meant to you I'll try and always remember when I would have died if I'd just kept holding on holding out for you tell me when I might not feel tell me when I might not feel your ghost in me I wish that I could make you real I wish that I could make you real to me again as you forget what I meant to you I'll try and always remember when I would have died if I'd just kept holding on holding out for you there's so much I had to say there's so much more I to day but now your gone I guess it had to end this way I guess it had to end to make me start again as you forget what I meant to you I'll try and always remember when I would have died if I'd just kept holding on holding out for you
9.
you always wanted me to be what I could never be but always wrong I thought that you might tell me honestly what I knew you knew all along and I don't know how I can give any more when like a glass tide my heart shattered on the shore so tell me why you couldn't love as much as I did when we did belong well never mind at this point I've figured it out and you're already gone and I don't know how I can give any more when like a glass tide my heart shattered on the shore I had to give up in the end it was the only way I never wanted to say when but I just couldn't stay and I don't know how I can give any more when like a glass tide my heart shattered on the shore
10.
I'll will never understand you at all I just couldn't seem to claw through your walls all that you decided to leave behind is more that you could dream of having but you couldn't see you had it all when you had me I'll will never understand you at all I just couldn't seem to claw through your walls within the changes of your heart I wandered looking for a spark a chance to make my final start before you went and fell apart I'll will never understand you at all I just couldn't seem to claw through your walls I'll will never understand you at all I just couldn't seem to burn through your walls I'll will never understand you at all I just couldn't seem to talk through your walls
11.
here in the dark and there's no one around to leave a mark where all hearts hit the ground I saw a spark just before you went down beautiful arc that crumbled without a sound like a better rain I thought I might give up cracking the code secret to life or what you feel in your bones like a better rain coming down back here again between meantime and now waiting or when the bullets fall from the clouds like a better rain coming down
12.
saying goodbye seems all wrong to me now what if this dies before it's sorted out the reasons why we got so turned around our hearts went blind from only looking down looking down I just want you near me since I let you stray I know it's not easy to explain away now that you're gone I know I want you to stay just a little longer and all of your days the things I said I wish I could erase I want instead the truth to take its place take its place I just want you near me since I let you stray I know it's not easy to explain away now that you're gone I know I want you to stay just a little longer and all of your days god knows I've tried to find the words to say your face inside in my head won't go away go away I just want you near me since I let you stray I know it's not easy to explain away now that you're gone I know I want you to stay just a little longer and all of your days

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"I'm the One I Couldn't Be" receives NMMA for Best Modern Rock song!

"Never Understand" nominated for Best Indie song by NMMA!

“When the first track on Guy Grogan’s most recent album Purgatorial Hearts opens, it becomes instantly clear that great songwriting is what the Santa Fe-based one-man band is known for. Grogan’s third solo album since 2016 (he has eleven in total) channels an era of melodic grunge rock and beautiful songwriting from the late 80s and early 90s that is not oft-seen anymore but its impeccable it timeless and instantly recognizable.”
-Layla Marino, Ellenwood

“Purgatorial Hearts” at it’s core sounds like Tom Petty by way of your favorite local songwriter. Guitar solos dominate alongside power chords. Definitely worth the listen.”
-Punchland

“You can't call this [Purgatorial Hearts] disc predictable.... It runs the range from the Beatles to Smashing Pumpkins, power pop and Radiohead....I'll bet you'll find something you'll enjoy.”
-Gary Hill, Music Street Journal

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released December 31, 2017

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Guy Grogan Santa Fe, New Mexico

Guy Grogan is a critically acclaimed, award-winning songwriter and multi-instrumentalist based in Santa Fe, NM. He creates singular material that ranges from meditative ballads to anthemic indie rock--all with a distinct, poetic pop sensibility. Lyrically, he explores the heart space between loss and wisdom, the passage of time, and the perils of hope and love. ... more

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